Title: At The Same TimeAuthor: Me (Carmen)Length: Drabble (484)
Genre: Slight angst, slight fluffRating: PG13Disclaimer: I own only the plot.~Pairings: OhmiyaSummary: Ohno explains his feelings.
Ohno loves Nino just as much as he hates him. If you’re wondering how that’s even possible? Well, Ohno would say it’s the simplest thing, but yet the hardest thing to explain. Ohno loves Nino so much that when he’s near, he can’t help but feel incredibly happy and his heart would flutter and burst. But at the same time, Ohno hates how Nino manages to grab and twist his heart to Nino’s liking without even having an inch of a clue as to what effect it has on Ohno.
Everytime Ohno looks into Nino’s eyes, he can’t help but get lost into the caramel light brown-ness of it, he wonders how someone can look so damn endearing. People say Nino’s a great actor and how it’s extremely impossible to know what he’s feeling, they’re wrong. All you had to do was look into the depth of his eyes. It pays off to know a secret like that, since it helps Ohno know when Nino’s sad or lonely, and all he would have to do is comfort Nino as best as he can, oh and he will most definitely try his best, since Nino is his sole purpose for living. But at the same time, knowing something like that can also have a downfall for Ohno; since he can read them that means that he won’t be able to see the looks in Nino’s eyes that he himself is always wearing; it’s so true when people say “you have your heart on your sleeve.”
Nino’s hands are one of the most adorable and cutest parts of Nino. Ohno loves the way they fit with his own hand, or how Ohno can hold on to them as much as he can before Nino pulls them away. At the same time, he hates how much they grab and touch Ohno so much. Ohno doesn’t mind per se, but his body craves for the touches and reacts on its own, which most certainly always happens every single time Nino touches him, and that can be quite troublesome at times.
Sometimes the feelings of hate triumphs so much, it makes Ohno want to scream and forget the pain, yell at Nino or even hurt him just so he could feel the pain too, even have him writhing underneath Ohno unwillingly, and to run away and never come back. But even though the hate is so strong, at the same time, the love would always be there shining brightly and getting in his way that Ohno wouldn’t be able to do anything except to stay and just deal with it. Even if he’s halfway through the door of his apartment trying to run away, he would always come back because the feeling of being away from Nino is just scary and unthinkable.
Even though Nino makes Ohno feel hate, at the same time, he can’t help but still love.
** SOO! I tried to write something bittersweet and I hope that it was conveyed! I tried my best. ^^
This is alsooo to say sorry for my absence and lack of updates (Second Chance).
I wrote this on my old shit of a laptop and it took FOREVER, omg, it's sooo slow. But hopefully, I'll get my beautiful blue laptop back soon (fingers crossed)!