Author: Me (Carmen)
Length: Drabble (307)
Genre: Major Angst
Rating: PG 13
Disclaimer: I own only the plot.~
Summary: Ohno contemplates.
I tried so hard to keep this relationship going, did you try at all?
It was fine at first, and we were crazy about each other, so when did it start falling apart?
Maybe it was the days I waited for a phone call that never came.
Maybe it was the days you were too tired to spend the day with me.
Maybe it was simply because you got tired of me?
I know Arashi is getting busier and busier but we still see each other everyday, so how could we drift apart?
We still talk normally and everything on the surface is fine.
But under it, there’s so many problems unspoken.
Now you got me thinking, did you care at all?
Even though I was the one to make the first move between us, you were the one who started everything.
You may not know when I started to feel something for you but it was basically at first sight.
And it didn’t help that you kept touching me, making me crave your touch more and more.
So if we were to give faults here, I would have to blame you.
You’re to blame for everything, how could you make me love you so much; so much that it hurts.
I’m not sure if I regret making that first move or not.
Would I have been in more pain if I kept my feelings hidden or the way it is now?
But I know, that it’s better if we split now when all is fine, before it gets worse and our relationship gets ugly.
Secretly, I’m wishing that when I say those words, you’ll tell me, no.
“I love you”
But I know that’s not going to happen.
You’re breaking my heart, you know that?
I held on, and you let go.
I'm soooooo sorry to my faithful readers. ):
I was gone for almost a whole year! Dx
I got reeally lazy and school got busier so I had no time to write any fics, but since it's summer now, I'm promise I'm going to try writing again!
I'm a little rusty and my creative juices are kinda dry... so give me time to re-adjust please. ^^
Much appreciated to anyone who still remembers me. xD <3
I still love you guys!
PS: Will continue Second Chance, it's not a lost hope!!!